Open Question: WHAT ADD MEDICATION ID FOR ME?

Iv been on adrerall and it made me not eat and now I'm ob vyvance and for the first few days of taking it, it made me very "together" and I did much better in school. But today was awful I was dizzy, I felt like every move I made was stupid and acward and I couldn't explain anything. Iv lost all my creativity and I feel...really werid. Not high just out of place. I don't need a high dose only